“The Aftermath”
8 months since that day
The day I cut all ties between us without you knowing
I thought I bear it well
Yeah I know I bear it well
Though I try to reconnect with you in any way possible
Few times, few times
Though sometime I desperately wanted to know your updates
Though I can easily asked my friends about you
But I keep my heart strong
I barely succeed in restraining myself from asking around
Things are hard to handle in the beginning
Slowly, I become adapted to the change
No more stalking, no more getting hurt
No more baseless jealousy, no more one sided love
My mind is more at ease now
I keep on praying to ALLAH S.W.T.
If you were meant for me
Please keep our distance close
And if we are not meant to be together
May it happen otherwise
Month after month, I finally see the answer of my prayer
And it’s the latter
No hatred, no sadness
I will accept it with all my heart
I believe it’s the best for both you and me
If one day we ever meet again
Somewhere in this world
I hope you will understand
If I can’t greet you well
Or when I choose not to greet you at all
Because between us there lies a story
The hidden memories
Nevertheless, let’s hope those two to be the last choices
Cause I wish
I really wish
And I sincerely hope
We can greet each other with smile and laughter
While reminiscing the good old days
Before love completely changed it all
24th August 2017; 3.22 pm
